Saturday, 26 December 2009

Kahan gaya usse dhoondo….


Jan. is about to come so rapidly… It seems as if it was only a month back when I joined..My day starts with thinking about office.. ends with the same.. sometimes even in my dreams i see myself working on excel… mostly I enjoy it.. learning new things each day.. sometimes with apprehensions.. confusions.. falterations.. n then again moving forward with belief in SELF.. trying harder and giving my best everytime.. though sometimes I don’t do justice with it..


It is fun yes, and it is more work than I thought, and actually more than work… the whole experience is a new dimension in my life…

… but there is something which is missing.. there are many things which I wished to do.. I deeply longed for.. I used to dream for… but now sometimes I have an unusual feeling which takes me altogether in a different world.. It makes me numb.. in a state where I just don’t feel anything.. only with a drop of tear and some old memories…..

Wish this doesn’t lasts for long… n I am able to find myself back…

eksha....

Sunday, 20 December 2009

Memories....





Saturday, 5 December 2009

Because of your love...


Sometimes it feels like summer,

Even on a winter day..

It happens when you smile at me..

or look a certain way...

Sometimes it feels like sunshine,

When its raining from the sky..

It happens when you hold my hand..

and when I hear you sigh...

Sometimes it feels like heaven,

Where my every dream comes true..

It happens when you look at me..

and say, " I love you too.."

cheers..
eksha.. :-)

Monday, 10 August 2009

Be Thankful..



Be thankful that you don't already have everything you desire. If you did, what would there be to look forward to?
Be thankful when you don't know something, for it gives you the opportunity to learn...
Be thankful for the difficult times, during those times you grow..
Be thankful for each new challenge, because it would build and make you realize your strengths..
Be thankful for your limitations, because they give you opportunities for improvement..
Be thankful for your mistakes, they will teach you valuable lessons..
Be thankful when you're tired and weary, because it means you've made a effort..
Be thankful for your troubles, and they can become your blessings..

P.S. : They are not written by me.. just a collection of few quotes..

Cheers..
eksha.. :-)

Thursday, 2 July 2009

Love it !!!!



Following is a dialogue from one of my favourite movie " Shall we Dance ".. just love it... :-)

" There's a billion people on the planet... I mean, what does any one life really mean? But in a marriage, you're promising to care about everything. The good things, the bad things, the terrible things, the mundane things... all of it, all of the time, every day. You're saying 'Your life will not go unnoticed because I will notice it. Your life will not go un-witnessed because I will be your witness.... "

Cheers..
eksha.. :-)

Wednesday, 1 July 2009

Champi karo Jamke...




It was a great afternoon today.. laughed my heart.. stomach out.. while learning how to do champi from a great master Ritu.. :P It started off with she having a bit headache.. n showing me some steps how to go about it.. n then after 2-3 trials was able to give a practical demo followed by a viva.. :P After a good performance in it got motivated.. enthusiastic.. n created some of my own which were appreciated by my Guruji.. :P ( the one I created m not disclosing it here.. they may be copied u know.. :P lolz.. :D)

Here are some of them.. :-)
  • Slightly press eyeballs with thumb.. with eyes closed obviously.. :P it seems there has been a lot of unknown pain which is getting released.. :-)

  • Pass your fingers gently through hair against the direction of hair growth and go all the way to neck. Do this on the opposite direction starting from the neck to the front of the head.

  • Starting from between the eyebrows.. rub with both middle fingers along the eyebrows to the end of the forehead and when you reach, search for a small cavity and do a small circle friction/pressing with the thumb/finger..

  • Move the fingers with some pressure on forehead 2-3 time then reach toward ears.. Pull the ear backward with light force. Squeeze the ear between thumb and finger applying a light pressure.. Pull the earlobes downward with light force and release…

  • Stroke hair with fingers from the top of the forehead back.. n while doing the final strokes draw head back slightly and then lay the fingers over the forehead and draw the fingers down and along the eyebrow line to each temples, making small circles over the temples..

  • Knead the head/scalp with light hands.. similarly with folded hands also..

………n apart from all the things what is most important is the love n affection with which you r doing.. pyar har bemaari ki dawa hoti hei.. ;-)... it would surely do wonders.. :-)

Cheers..

eksha.. :-)

Sunday, 28 June 2009

Love..


Love is always patient and kind.. it is never jealous.. Love is never boastful nor conceded.. its never rude or selfish.. it does not take offence.. it is not resentful.. Love takes no pleasure in other people sins n it lies in truth.. it is always ready to excuse.. to trust.. to hope.. to endeavour.. watever comes…. - Bible


Wednesday, 24 June 2009



…...........feeling overwhelmed..overjoyed.. blessed today.. :-) now just waiting for rain to bring some more inner joy.. greedy.. aaahhhh.. hehe.. :-) Hope it comes soon.. :-)

Cheers..
eksha.. :-)





Sunday, 21 June 2009

Likes n Dislikes...

Thought to write down my likes n dislikes… So here are some of them… :-)

I Like /Love :-

  • Dancing.. this is the recent one.. n started loving it more after I joined aerobics classes.. love aerobics n jogging as well..
  • Listening to my favorite music.. or may be depending on the mood n situation…
  • Teasing Friends, their leg pulling sometimes and doing small pranks wid them.. .. this mostly I used to do in Delhi…
  • Water.. love rainfall.. got a chance to be in a waterfall.. n wish to visit beaches n ocean..
  • Seeing/Reading old cards, letters, gifts, small notes/chits once in a while.. n collecting them as well.. :-)
  • Smell of mud after the rainfall.. rain washed leaves.. flowers.. tress…
  • Reading novels, poems, quotes, blogs, shorts stories, , my own diary.. n writing in it as well..
  • Making cards and gifts for friends.. (though m not very good at it.. :P) n giving them surprises.. love it… :-)
  • Talking and doing all time bakwaas.. :P now here it differs from person to person wid whom I m interacting to.. either u would have an impression that m very silent or just the opposite.. :P
  • Sitting, lying on terrace.. Observing the night sky..watching stars.. cool breeze.. n recalling some wonderful moments… :-) wowwwwwww…
  • Making my own stories and imagining them.. Some of the stories I used to imagine have also come true.. thank u God.. :-)
  • Sitting at a window seat in train n watching outside.. feeling the chilling breeze during night or may be standing at the side of the gate.. had an amazing time in my last journey in march this year.. thanks Ritu.. :-) n “Pyjami” for making us laugh sooo much.. was really in a bad emotional state that time n it relieved a bit.. :-)
  • When someone close scolds me on my mistakes… :-)
  • Cooking for someone.. :-) this is also a recent one.. m not good at it.. n trying.. :P but good at various kinds of snacks n experimenting with them.. :-)
  • Taking long early morning/ evening walks…

I dislike :-

  • Having food alone.. ..
  • Sleeping for more than its required… it makes me lazy n I don’t like it at ALL..
  • Being in a very conjusted place…
  • Power cuts when its very hot n humid..
  • Sitting at one place for very long..
  • Preparing Tea… :P love cooking anything except that..
  • Taking medicines.. always have lot of problems while having them.. Prefer injections to medicines.. :P
  • Violence…
  • Too much self obsessed people…
  • Cruelty to animals

This list is not exhaustive… could jot down these for now.. would keep on updating this space.. :-)


Cheers..
Eksha.. :-)

Saturday, 20 June 2009

To SRCC, With Love...

Six years back.. same time.. I remember standing awestuck infront of college gates.. seeing everything with wide eyes.. that scorching day roaming around in Delhi University.. not liking Delhi in the first place.. n returning back with a apprehension of whether would be able to make through it or not..

15th July, 2003, my first day in a hostel.. I still remember the sound of song coming from a senior’s room.. “ dil ne tumko chun liya hei…” n me feeling extremely nostalgic.. sad.. with fear of being ragged.. (though wasn’t ragged that day but after that it continued for next two months.. :P) n also excited about the next day.. :-)

16th, July, 2003.. it was like a dream come true.. When papa dropped me at the college gates, i remember entering college with a feeling of exhilaration, excitement, apprehension curiosity, amazement… Walking around with two of new friends (whom I had met in hostel), looking at everything... the people, the building, the lawns, the audi, the teachers… trying to get in terms with the whole new world i had entered into… Then the orientation at audi.. wid seniors waiting outside to see their “Fuchhas” ( Fresher Bachha).. n we searching for ways to avoid them as much as possible.. Then the whole introductions and the new resolutions in my heart….

First thing that I learnt as I entered the college was the use of shortcuts..:P Debsoc, Dramsoc, K’nags (Kamla Nagar), Dayskies.. n manyyyyy more.. :-) n first year started off wid running for sponsorships.. organizing various events for Debsoc.. along with the regular classes… I remember being too overwhelmed with everything around me... being in a perpetual state of excitement and at the same time frequently getting nostalgic in hostel n at midnight.. I can still see myself sitting on that old cooler in the balcony n watching stars n the park infront n a man roaming wid his dog.. I still wonder why he used to wander at midnight.. :P

I remember being amazed n feeling blessed after the lectures of some of the teachers.. n totally confused n “what- to -do” state after the micro-economics lecture… which broke my myth that I understand economics which I had, by getting 97% in class 12th.. n getting those constant 2-3 marks on a 5/10/15 mark micro test.. n badly screwing in internals .. n then the resolution of scoring well in externals.. ( which I could luckily do.. :-) )n later realizing that it was the only thing that made sense to me.. :P

I remember sitting in the corridors of first year classroom (room no. 17)..gossiping.. relaxing.. running between lectures to canteen… exploring college.. getting overjoyed at small small things.. laughing.. smiling all the time.. Also that trip to zoo with Palna kids...i have no idea where those kids are now after adoption but i really wish they get everything they were deprived of… God bless them.. !!!! n how can I forget the lohri night.. :-) in between the exams.. dancing my heartout with law exam next day.. :P

Then waiting impatiently for exams to get over.. n later for vacations to get over… eagerly waiting to meet everyone again… Second year was spent in studying most of the time… trying very very very hard to concentrate in Bharadwaj Sir’s class and when that didn't happen then simply listening... attending Amit Sachdeva’s eco extra classes which he took especially for us.. getting in Love wid Girish Sir’s class n his funny n interesting stories as well.. admiring R.P. Rustagi n his knowledge.. !!!

In this year I discovered the bliss of being in a library.. tht unsuccessful attempt not to giggle there.. coming out in intervals to talk n laugh..:P n many more things.. I could write one post especially on this.. may be later..:P

Those late night cooking sessions (maggi n coffee..:P).. those peaceful sleeps on terrace.. wid mosquito bites allover..:P then getting up at 3-4 in morning.. enjoying the serenity of the chilling atmosphere.. a short evening walk… frequent visits to nearby temple n gurudwara.. suresh bhaiya ki chai n parathe.. YCCD ki cold coffee…. talking.. giggling.. laughing.. all the time.. fest time.. wid that mindblowing n scary “Columbus” ride n mannnyyyy other things……. phewwwwwwwwwww.. m missing it…..

I actually enjoyed my second year..it kept me busy..it kept me entertained..it kept me energetic all the time..it made me work.. i made few very dear friends.. (though things change wid time…. But thts life I guess.. isn’t it ??)

When third year began CAT coaching had started in full swing… For around first six months had no idea about the content of the papers in the final year. In that year I realized how friendly n supporting some of the teachers were.. had a great discussion wid P.C.Jain Sir, ( who is currently our principal) in tutorial class.. tht was the first n last time I had a talk wid him.. though had heard a lotttt about him.. n was simply amazed by his thoughts n believe college would definitely achive greater heights under his supervision.. amen…

In this year i discovered the second floor of the library..which is the best place to study… made a new friend while seeking guidance for CAT.. came close to few other friends.. especially Garima.. I miss u dear.. getting into senseless thoughts many of the times.. bugging some people wid nonsensical talks..not performing well in CAT…. Anyways third year in college truly began in january after the internal exams.. wid placements starting as well.. then those regular ppts.. filling forms of various Co’s.. GD’s.. interviews… n screwing them All..

Talking, discussing, helping each other while sitting at dayski-point..Xerox lawns.. that amazing breeze at audi steps… that farewell… aahhh.. it made most of us cry when we were asked to place our candles at the place which we would miss most.. it seemed they were not candles instead we sitting at those palces… how can I forget the note given to us.. though its getting long.. :P but I couldn’t help myself not mentioning it .. :-)

“I am overwhelmed to see you graduating from here today. I have moulded you and made you capable enough to realize who you are and who you want to be.Sure, I am today, that you are the master of your fate, that the tasks that come before you are not above your strengths and the world’s pangs and toils are not beyond your endurances. The world awaits you, go! my student carve a niche for yourself and shine like a star !!

Let not zeal and pride of a SRite be wounded by the challenges of life. Be as proud as I am of you..


Best Wishes,
SRCC “


I'll always remember the time i spent in my college.. There are manyyy other things worth mentioning here.. but would end for now.. …n I m feeling really good recalling somethings back… :-)

Cheers..
eksha.. :-)

Thursday, 18 June 2009

Had written this poem some months back n was part of my previous blog.. Couldn’t help not posting it here again.. :-)


Words twist and tumble


through my mind


But I can't grab the right word


or the right line...


so we sit


In silence..


But it’s not uncomfortable


In fact I love it...


Want to tell u uncountable things...


things that are stupid and silly..


About days and nights


which were spent thinking of u…


BUT …. can't express


the depth of my feelings for you…


Suddenly u take my hand


and my heart starts skipping….


I don’t know what to do…


n U look into my eyes…


Though there is no need of any word or any line now…


I finally find the words I’m looking for


“I love you”


Cheers..

eksha.. :-)

Wednesday, 17 June 2009

Come Back…

I m here again... :-)

Had started a blog sometime back which got deleted due to some reasons.. :P so here it is ... my another blog space... :-)

Have always loved to read stories, novels, poems, quotes… It amazes me how even simple words can let us imagine n feel so many things.. Can take us into a different world all together.. Making u totally lost n letting u melt in its beauty..
Recently have acquired this habit of reading blogs also.. n really love this space … hearing and learning about the lives of others, their experiences, observations, thoughts, feelings and many more things. Young or old, we have so much to learn from each other…

So the process is on.. like a journey… Which has no end.. But a beginning which is continuous… of never ending moments which are to be cherished… :-)

Cheers..
eksha.. :-)